Knowing that he’s still sick,i bought him medicine and bring to his house for him on Saturday night.Before he went out at 11pm,he sent me home and is also my last minute decision to go out with friends too…What does he mean in his sms that if i drink alot he won’t talk to me??

First i went to Boat Quay Numbers with K and A.Oh,the way we drink was like drinking plain water.At 3am,we went DragonFly.My ‘da-lin’ Linda was there and we took pics together.My bestie Vivien was there with YiJuan too…I heard things which i don’t wana hear,so angry that why those guys like bitches so much,are bitches that wonderful to them?I saw some guys friends as usual.And of cox i’m like a fly flying aroundm although it was very pack.Indeed i drank alot,end of the day i’m drunk.

Since the day we broke off,i’ve never get myself drunk,don’t know why i do it on Saturday too.And if cox,i broke down the moment we’re on our way back.I was so lost that i didn’t really know what happen that i gotta check with Vivien the next day.I was told that i cried lots,didn’t say much except that i said i gave up BQ because of YC,then i continue to cry again.Stupid K said he lent me his everything while i cried,THANKS man!!!

Infact i felt so much better after breaking down,but i had this confusing question on my mind right now…Do i really still love him,or iszit a habit to love him??Yah,i know that its no point pondering over this cox from what i know,those guys are not their old self anymore,they are more scary than i imagine.What’s got into them,who started this game??