Sianx lor… Still gotta work on Xmas eve,half my party mood gone le… Was supposed to have Xmas party in late afternoon but dragged till 5plus then start. Don’t intend to stay back cause i wana go home change,my party at night more fun lor… HeeHee… Wore the dress and heels that A bought for me as Christmas present,doll up myself nice nice with studs at my eyes and a different hairstyle cause i cut my fringe again. DaDa came over to meet me,we went to watermelon’s house to drag him along. AG called me upon receiving the pic i sent him,his first reaction was,i put on weight le and asked why i cut my fringe… LOLX!!! WHOA!!! It was already pack when we reached FLY but no worries,i went in by guest list lor… My 2 other gals were there le,and its photo taking time… We gals took alot of photos together,really enjoyed very much. And it was my first time in dress to FLY therefore keep reminding myself that i cannot drunk… It was so pack that the thoughts of going toilet terrified me,gotta walked pass so many people,squeeze here squeeze there,want my life sia… To be able to count down with my darlings and friends,i’m really very happy. Had so much friends with me on Xmas eve,i really,really am very happy… Me left at 3am,not drunk but tired lor… HeeHee,was really my luck to have watermelon as my neighbour… Can go out together,go back together…

17 Dec (Mon)… … Aiyo,it was raining heavily when i reached SengKang after work,at CompassPoint took a cab to aunt’s house for dinner. As it was still raining when i had eaten,tried my luck by calling watermelon to see where’s he,keke… That’s what neighbours are for,since he just off work so asked to to come fetch me home. Had a short rest then we went JB at 10pm… OMG!!! Jam sia but was fast… Suddenly he called but i never answered… After pumping petrol and buy cigarettes we left but the stupid jam at JB’s custom was damn super slow,therefore we were stuck in the jam for 1hr,by the time i’m home,it was 1am le…
18 Dec (Tue)… … GOOD GAL!!!
19 Dec (Wed)… … Meet W at People’s Park market for lunch,had known him for quite some time le but this is the first time we meet and was for lunch cause our office quite near to each other. After work went SengKang for dinner,and though it was a PH eve,supposed to FLY but chose to go home slack after dinner. Had an early night cause tomorrow will be going shopping with my darling gals,Joy and Da… I was in dreamland around 11plus,good gal wor… Zzz Zzz Zzz…
20 Dec (Thur)… … Meet my Da with BaoBei at AMK mrt station,blur DaDa i told her last cabin but she was at first cabin,in the train we walked so that can meet up in the centre,but was too crowded le so we dropped off at Bishan to take the next train together,HAHA!!! We walked around at Far East Plaza while waiting for Joy,then went over to Taka’s Mos Burger cause craving for the ice milk tea. Had been quite some time since i last met my darlings le,we had so much to talk plus gossips lor,LOLX… Walk here walk there,everywhere was so crowded,long queues at cashiers. So jealous wor,DaDa bought present for BaoBei and BaoBei also bought for DaDa,me don’t have… Then at toy’s department,Joy showed me the BIG piglet,so i asked C if he wana get for me and he told me to wait for him,after washing his car he came to Taka just to get me the piglet lor… Sent my BaoBei to SengKang,back home to put piglet then sent me to Far East find my watermelon,despite he’s very late in meeting his friends le… With watermelon and his friends went for dinner then to a pub at Jalan Besar,D’Zess… Had been there once with M and friends but now its a new management le. Singapore really very small,at such a ulu pub also can saw a gal whom i previously known at a pub at Boat Quay. The way they drink make me lose count of how many jugs of beer we had that night le,still went for curry rice before going home,and it was already 3 when i reached home. So tired…!!!
21 Dec (Fri)… … HOME SWEET HOME!!! 
22 Dec (Sat)… … At 1pm after work,2 ‘A’s went picked me up,went Bugis for my favourite ‘wan-dan’ mian. Sianx,Bugis don’t have the heels i fancy,but i almost laughed die myself while shopping with them,1 of the A damn joker lor,and this stupid A is my ‘didi’… Tell him i looking for red heels then he keep showing me those auntie shoes,very irritating lor… Therefore decided to go Far East instead,A didi dropped me and A there and he bought me a pair of heels,black instead of red. After A sent me home,had wanted to take a short nap de but ZY invited me for dinner,together with his colleagues… Oh,so it was ‘Stylo’s’ birthday,his colleagues were those i saw at FLY de… The dinner was at United Square,an international seafood buffet restaurant,VIENNA. Fresh prawns and sashimis were my target cause my favourite lor… Took different lookings,attractive stuffs to try too… Crocodile soup,desserts,cocktails and the most interesting was to drink from a test-tube… After dinner me and ZY went FLY,2 early birds again… Saw Melissa when i was about to leave,so long didn’t see her le,she getting more pretty liao wor. And another didi of mine,E… Drinking to drown sorrow,had smiles on his face but deep down in his heart i know how he feel… Do all early marriages will endup with separation or divorce??? Had seen so many live examples,even me myself also a very good example le… When i reached home at 2plus 3,woke watermelon up for a smoke… HAHAHA!!!
23 Dec (Sun)… … HOME SWEET HOME!!!

09 Dec - 11 Dec … … Good gal HOME SWEET HOME!!!

12 Dec (Wed)… … Haix,have been facing the whole stack of Nov’s invoices since yesterday,eyes wana pop out liao,lolx… Everyday flooded by invoices and blinded by numbers… After work went AMK Hub shop shop with A,he had promised to buy me a dress as Xmas present… Unbelievable right??? Me wearing dress… keke… Tried on 3,in the end decided on a black one… Its time i change my image le,shall wait and see me in dress ba… Had dinner at S11 then A sent me home. I fell asleep the moment i lie on bed but woke up at 11plus to pack all my stuffs cause tomorrow moving house liao… Kinda don’t bear to leave this place,have been living here for 9yrs liao lor… Infact till now i still haven’t been to my new house,don’t even know how big or small is my room. HeeHee,i’ll be living in the same block with a friend of mine,he is ‘watermelon’…
13 Dec (Thur)… … Busy Busy Busy at work… AT came fetched me,went Plaza Singapura for dinner before sending me back to my new house… Inorder not to be blur,i keep reminding myself that i can’t go back wrong house,if not sure will be a very big joke… OMG!!! So messy… Busy unpacking all my things and finally managed to squeeze out a place for me to put mattress and sleep for the night. Initially was quite worried that i won’y be able to sleep well due to new environment but who knows,i was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow… Zzz Zzz Zzz…
14 Dec (Fri)… … Friday le,but not flying cause Saturday gotta work so now cannot fly on Friday anymore,only can fly once a week and it’ll be Saturday… Went home waited for C come fetch me,will bw going ‘tong-shui’ at River Valley. Afraid that i’ll be cold at office,A bought me Adidas jacket,but not the one which i’ve always wanted cause no more stock le. He went River Valley passed me after buying… Whoa!!! So long didn’t meet up with 2 buddies liao,A and J… They had called to meet at a pub at Club Street,C sent me over,waited for them with me… Haix,they’re always late,this time i waited 45mins for them… As i’ll be working tomorrow therefore didn’t drink much,left at 2am and was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as i reached home cause left 4hrs of beauty sleep nia…
15 Dec (Sat)… … Quickly rushed home for my beauty sleep after work at 1pm cause i need lotsa energy to fly tonight. Meet my Brother Jason at Dhoby Ghaut to take train together to Raffles Place as we’ll be going Boat Quay first… Had our dinner at Golden Cafe,just outside Waiting Bar… Just as i was about to start eating,someone familiar walked towards my direction,it was ‘Uncle’,my sister’s hubby… So he was at Waiting Bar with his friends. After eating went over to ‘BarDot’ as J was there waiting for me… J was tired,so went home first. Bro and me left for FLY at 11plus… The moment i reached,at S table,shots were given to me… Within 15mins,i already had around 8-10 shots le,drink die me lor… As usual,the usual group… Fly here fly there till i was so high… No choice but to make myself vomit to continue drinking somemore. HA,by 2am i cannot le… Couldn’t remember what have i done liao,all i know is C will be fetching me back… Before leaving,i make myself vomit the 2nd time… DISASTER!!!

16 Dec… … GOOD GAL!!!

04 Dec (Tue)… … No MSN allowed at new company,want my life liao lor… So boring cause our accounting system down… Office at 19th storey,table beside window,keep looking out of window;day-dream lor.LOLX!!! *yawnx* So feel like sleeping,the night before only sleep2-3hrs nia cause my good boy is naughty again…HAIX!!! Lucky i don’t have high blood pressure,but maybe sooner or later i’ll have liao. Knowing i’ll be angry but at the same time worried,why is he still so frank with me? Just because i’m his so-called ’sister’ or… …??? Why is this good boy of mine always making me so headache? Why he can naughty i cannot? Always so unfair… After work,i’m a good girl,go home straight…
05 Dec (Wed)… … Another boring day at work,reached at 8.45am,finished all my work in an hour’s time,therefore dreaming time again…Accounts department always kana isolate at one corner,i’m in a room with 2 other male colleagues,but 1 is leaving soon,therefore left me the only A/R and the other the only A/P,which means when the system is done,i’ll be damn busy… OMG!!! Such a cooling weather,so good for sleeping,how i wish i’m on my bed now… Zzz Zzz Zzz… … Good girl went home after work…
07 Dec (Fri)… … Yesterday noon had lunch with Bro Jason at Hong Lim market. AN came fetched me off work,good girl home sweet home wor… As for today,although its Friday but no mood lah cause tomorrow gotta work,tonight cannot FLY!!! Sms start flooding my hp since afternoon,all of them thought i’ll be FLYing but so sad i can’t…AT came fetched me off work,went Bugis for my favourite ‘ma-la’ steamboat before going Plaza Singapura for our movie. We watched ‘The Golden Compass’,a slow story movie,and gotta catch part 2 lor,LOLX…!!! Went straight home for my beauty sleep after the movie,but as i was just about to fall asleep at 2am,he sms me,asking if i’m at FLY but i didn’t reply… Although my christmas presents are inclusive of clothings and shoes but i want W910(hp)…!!!
08 Dec (Sat)… … After work at 1pm i speed home to sleep,wana charge myself full batt for FLYing tonight… Slept till 6plus woke up to prepare myself,meeting C at 9pm for movie… 9.50pm,HITMAN47 at Suntec… He sent me to St.James,but heavy traffic wor,stupid ZOUK OUT,causing traffic jam. No choice,me gotta drop off opposite Vivo and walk over,so tired… First time in my life when i’m outside FLY  there’s no crowd lor although its almost 12mn… With ZY and his usual group of friends,fly to T’s table and my buddy was there too,aiya,fly here fly there lah… My buddy buddy J went find me after his drinking at 97,and my primary school neighbour,A also there… AT offered to fetch me home,so why not… Sms him a greeting message when i’m home,he called to ask why so late haven’t sleep,chatted awhile… …

26 Nov (Mon)… … J came fetched me for dinner at AMK Hub,New York New York. Hmmmmm… Seems like these few days i’ve been having western food and also eating alot wor,good hor cause everyone has been telling me to put on weight. After dinner my best friend,S,told me she’s at Q-Pub relaxing and asked if i wanted to join. Went there for about 2hrs,left at 10pm to go home rot… NOTE: Tuesday,Wednesday and Thursday i very GOOD GIRL lor,no go out wor!!!
30 Nov (Fri)… … It’s Friday,FLYing time!!! Meet ZY for dinner at Vivo… Again had western,TERRA should be the fastest cause i rushing for time to reach FLY before 9pm,early bird sia… Haix,all because of S lor,must reserve table for him… Drink,drink,drink…!!! Then i saw someone whom i’ve lost contact with for around 1yr plus,he’s none other than my best brother,JASON GOH. We used to club MU together 3x a week and everytime we were there,3 of us 2 bottles… I’m really so,so,so HAPPY to see him again that i drink.drink,drink. He used to be a very good listener,a very good consoler,and many many more. Brother Jason,wishing you all the best in whatever you do and we’ll always be the best of brother and sister cause i belief no one understand me more than you do… And this is the first time at FLY i keep saying i want to go home,TIRED!!! Happy but at the same time sad… Time flies,i know everything won’t be the same as before cause new always replace the old…
02 Dec (Sun)… … Saturday rot at home so nothing to update. Sunday also rotted the whole afternoon at home till we decided on movie,the show which he’d promised me,THE TATTOOIST. This is our 3rd movie together… It’s been 1mth since our breakoff,infact i’m very tired. Wasted 5mths on a bastard,compared with 1mth is nothing but mentally i don’t know when i cannot take it. Wanted to try to step out again but the phobia is there,so i think all i can do is to WAIT,sincerity prove everything. Besides i’ve also chosen to belief what he’d said when he’s super high,cause those words were from the bottom of his heart which i’ll never have the chance to hear at all when he’s conscious… …