27 Feb (Wed)… … Meet a long time never contact de friend,P at Orchard for coffee,Wheelock Place de Coffee Bean. Pig keep asking me to go home early cause i’m beginning to feel sick but go home also boring mah,nothing do… Haix,can’t decide where to go so walk from Wheelock Place to Orchard Plaza before deciding to go Boat Quay find our friend,someone who used to dote me alot during Sultan times,he had 2 pubs there… 2 of us ordered a jug but PIG say i cannot drink ask me go home early… Around 11 1 of my bro went fetched me then we went Geylang drink ‘liang-cha’ cause bro also feeling sick lor… When i reached home at 12 i sms PIG but the whole night there was no sms from him,so sad…

28 Feb (Thur)… … I was sick,on mc therefore sleep till afternoon then wakeup go see doctor. Sms PIG a few times but no reply from him also,sad sad sad lor… Every messages that came how i wished it was him,finally he sms me le… Smile was on my face and my sickness seemed to disappear also wor… He said he was angry with me for drinking despite of being sick… Good friends??? I don’t want us to be good friends lor but simply just can’t say out like that mah,will shy shy de leh… Meet Skye sis and some friends at Q-Pub,was still sms with PIG till 8plus then he stop replying le,OMG!!! I was wondering to myself again,is he angry with me wor… Die le lah,what if he don’t want this PIGGY anymore,then how???

SURPRISE!!! Was surprised to see PIG’s missed call and sms after my shower early in the morning at 6.30am… Hmmmmmm,shouldn’t he be sleeping at this hour??? Oh,so he was doing paperwork and going sleep soon… Suddenly my day brighten instead of having monday blue… Gave PIG morning call at 11.30am,and OMG,he’s sick but still have to go work,so ke-lian wor… Were messaging each other from he woke up till after i had my lunch,he was so sweet lor… Since i’ll be going town after work so offered to get him herbal tea… Die le die le,why am i doing such thing again??? What is happening to me??? Is this the result of ICEBERG melting??? After passing him the ‘liang-cha’ i had dinner with my bro,A at Isetan Scotts de Crystal Jade ater which we went to COSMO bistro at Wisma for a short drink… This bro of mine is another guy who sure know how to enjoy life,its my honour to have him as a bro,THANKS!!!

PIG is making me feeling so confuse… He’s always so sweet when we sms each other,his messages will make me smile to myself… Is this the feeling of falling in love??? It has been quite long since i have such feeling liao,ICEBERG is really melting,but if its MELTING for the right guy anot is still a BIG question mark… …

20 Feb (Wed)… … Stupid buddy,BigHead scare me sia,tell me after work must go TTS visit him. But he wasn’t admitted on that day,another date was given to him… Together with his good friend,F and his gf we went Novena Square 2 for dinner… Japanese pasta… PASTA de WARAKU… I ordered a plate of prawn and mushroom pasta with a glass of cream soda. The plate was so BIG but the portion quite small lor… So long didn’t take MRT with BigHead le,but this time i drop at AMK instead of YCK,cause move house liao mah… Had a plate of rice when i reached home,fell asleep while watching tv after eating…

21 Feb (Thur)… … Was online chatting with K,a funny guy… Quite bisy at work,but before lunch i had a surprise again… M got K to deliver cigarettes to my office,all the way from west side to Chai Chee wor… My kaki,S still troubling over her problems therefore had to meet her after work… Hardworking Mr K all the way from Yishun went Hougang fetched us gals to Sembawang Park,then sent my kaki,S back to Marsiling and me back to Hougang then rushed down Orchard meet his friends… I was asleep at 11pm,but woke up at 1plus cause Mr K sms me… He called and we chatted awhile,he very lame lor but a loveable guy… …

Boring weekend last week… Friday fell alseep quite early,regardless of those disturbing calls and smses,i slept so soundly… The 1st person whom i replied was to AG telling him i know he going FLY so i never go cause don’t wana see him,he called back immediately… HAHA!!! Suppposed to be my off day on Saturday but i was asked to go back work,stayed in the office till 2pm lor… Watched Jay’s World Tour Concert dvd,relax till it was time for me to prepare myself go FLY… Whole day haven’t eat so had dinner at house downstair then wait for D to pick me up… We 2 early birds were there at 9pm,due to Chingay therefore FLY was not so crowded till 11pm. We were so bored that we even had the time to play dice lor… My bestie,Vivien joined us later… As usual i’ll definitely enjoyed myself… Me,bestie,D and L left around 3 i think,went Geylang Lor 3 eat frog leg porridge… Something must be wrong with L’s face that caused the 3 of us to laugh all the way from Geylang till Hougang,and even till i reached home i’m still laughing… LOLX!!! Sunday i just rotted at home due to the painful headache… Watched "Ah Long Pte Ltd" with J on Monday… So lame but funny… Mmmmmm,Yum!!! Yum!!! Had good food with colleagues and supplier on Tuesday again… After work i went Ubi AML immediately to look for my kaki,S…Quite some time didn’t meet her le,something happened so i went to find out… Had dinner at AMK S11,sat there chatting from 7plus to 10plus lor… Everything in life is so unpredictable,we won’t know what’s going to happen the very next minute,therefore treasure what we have now,don’t live in regrets,as long as we’re happy in what we do,don’t care what others say…

Yesterday J fetched me after work and surprised me by a bouquet of PURPLE roses… No movies so went Kallang Leisure Park join his friends… Every restaurants there long queue,except food court… HaHa,had a simple dinner due to my heavy lunch with those yummy foods… He wana made me grow fat,order so much food for me,feeding a pig lor… Cosy Bay never open wor,so we sat at BREWERKS relax,had a drink… I’m so tired that as soon as my head touches the pillow i fell asleep le… Don’t know if it was a coincidence,i received B’s letter on 14 Feb,this day receiving his letter made me think alot again… Was he trying to hint me anything on my wait which is in March??? His asking for forgiveness in every letters soften my heart,after all we been through so much after all these years… It’s really very difficult for me to make up my mind again… Why does he has to appear in my life again??? I’m so afraid that after all these years i’ll be back in square one again… … Oh,please help me!!! Who can give me a definite answer…??? No one can cause i’m the one who hold the main power to everything…

Today is Valentine Day… As soon as the clock turn 12mn,i already start to receive alot of sms wishing me ‘HAPPY VALENTINE DAY’… A surprise for me before i go for lunch  wor… My dearest didi become the delivery man sia… Didi help M to send a bouquet of red roses to me to my office wor… So shock man… Had 2hrs of lunch again… At East Coast Long Beach… Got alot of yummy yummy food… Crabs,lobster,fish,abalone,xiang-ba-pang… So full… Yesterday also went T3 de ‘Dian Xiao Er’ follow by Swensen’s… These 2 days also ‘lao yu sheng’… wo hao xin-fu wor… Oh no,i going to put on weight again… Fat fat nobody want liao… Think i must go on diet le… …

Quite some time didn’t blog le,don’t know want start from where also… Haix,knowing that he don’t like me to go SEPANG on 28 Jan 2008 but i still went ahead with a group of HONDA TypeR and DC5… It was raining in the morning therefore we gotta reduce our speed but we still made it there on time at 7plus in the morning. Didn’t sleep much during the journey cause very excited… WOW!!! Got so many fast cars lor… When the sun getting bigger,me and my driver decided to leave for the shopping mall beside Sunway Lagoon. After that went to their workshop,JC RACING… Even ST Powered also along that stretch of road. Before coming back to Singapore,we had A&W which can’t be found in Singapore anymore. Reached home at 8pm,so tired… …
Can’t remember the date,but on a Saturday watched Japan mok-mok show but not abit scary at all,after movie i went FLY in t-shirt,jeans and slippers… Because he’s there… …
M bring me shopping for new year clothes,he did spend alot on me,so appreciate…
Me had company dinner at Kallang K-Box with my new colleagues,lotsa fun singing and drinking. I won for myself a microwave oven iin the lucky draw,1st prize lor and also a telephone,consolation prize… …
Me also sacrifice half of my back for my tattoo artist to play design in order to cover the "hong",just outline at the meantime,will have shading put soon… …
As usual,my weekends will be FLY… One of the Saturday AG brought his new gf down and to my astonishment,that girl was someone i detest alot,a BITCH!!!
Soon it was CNY… Gamble and FLY is my entertainment… My besties,Vivien and Juan and also darling Joy came to my house on 09Feb(Sat),after which we went Fly but gotta exclude Joy… Those 3 days when i was FLYing,i saw alot of friends,even long lost friends,so happening. And of course,i drank alot… …