Upon learning that i was emo, Raf didi asked me go over his house, since evening he had been asking me over till 10pm when i was preparing to go drinking liao. He came over fetched me with Mos and the moment when i was at his house, Jona asked what had happened… The 3 guys don’t let me go out, despite i wanted to meet Kelly go geylang find Liang didi, even Sis called also no use, they just won’t let me out… Haix, bring me for supper at Jalan Bersah then went Mustafa shopping lor. "Auntie" Jona really showed his man-power when shopping for food, going to picnic at Raf’s house again. This was the first time we didn’t go FLY on Saturday and ended up shopping at Mustafa, i know they’re trying very hard to cheer me up, thanks bros… This is what i called BUDDIES!!! They are here for me when i needed someone by my side, I LOVE U GUYS LOTX!!!

10 Aug (Sun) went Boat Quay meet M for a drink. As i’m well known for my nonsense and noisy-ness, he also knew something’s wrong with me when i was quiet. When Mr M sms saying he want to fetch me to work tomorrow, i knew he did it for his ic… Doesn’t really mean to make things difficult for him by disturbing him but i just loved to make fun of him, bleah…  =P   Had wanted to meet S at amoy street but was too tired le, think i’m falling sick again, keep sneezing and body ache to the core so i headed home…

11 Aug (Mon) just as expected, i was sick… Serious headache, fever, sore throat and blocked nose. YUCKS!!! I hate medicine lor… Slept the whole day with my fone in silent mode, woke up to find alot of missed calls and msges… Rested early though i had slept the whole day, agreed to let Mr M fetched me to work tomorow, anyway i don’t have any use of his ic also.

12 Aug (Tue) he came fetched me in L’s car, was wondering if he’s afraid my office people will gossip if i was seen in his car. Well, i know very well deep in my heart that this will be the last he’ll be fetching me and all those jokes which we shared previously will stopped, we won’t be like last time anymore. During these few days, i knew Kelly and Sis cared alot for me, and not forgetting Liang didi also… After work instead of meeting J for dinner i asked A out for a drink. A short drink at CONSPIRACY became war when we went over Red Antz to look for his friends. And i saw my friends there too but i controlled myself, gotta work the next day so didn’t really drink much. A had funny friends, full of jokes and nonsense, make me laugh the whole night forgetting all my emoness… I thought martell’s mixer is green tea but mine was beer… Taste funny, the kick even more funny, funny funny funny…

Basically couldn’t really remember what i’ve been doing cause too long never blog le, only can remember whenever i’m at FLY on Friday and Saturday i’ll sms Mr M to come find me after his drink at pub, and he did came down after 3am… …

1 Aug (Fri) left work early to go home prepare myself for Buddy Jaosn’s birthday. Went over to Kelly’s house then took a cab to J8 collect cake, Bro Alex sent us over to meet Sis then didi sent us to FLY, reached there about 11plus. Immediately prepare to cut cake, funny cake that made everybody burst out laughing… As usual, sabo lor, i was the one who smashed the cake at buddy’s face, this time die liao, he sure revenge on my birthday de, opps!!! Was still very sober when sms-ing with Bro E and Mr M, but when they reached i was already high le… Started drinking and craps with them, and i did alot of stupid and funny things (i didn’t know till Kelly told me wheni was sober the next day) which i also laughed at my own actions. But i remembered going Jalan Bersah for dim-sum with Mr M, L and Kelly…

2 Aug (Sat) WY’s birthday and as promised i meet him early for movie. It was a hard day, still hanging over from the war yesterday and it was first time in my life waking up so early as well as going out that when the sun’s still so BIG in the sky. It was WY’s birthday but he’s the one who gave me a gift, keke… Watched The Mummy 3 at Vivo’s Gold Class cinema, the seat is indeed alot more comfortable than house’s sofa. After movie straight away walk over to FLY, super damn early lor, 9pm only… Gotta rot there liao… Tired is the only word that i can use to describe myself. Didn’t really have the mood to drink or fly around… As usual, i’ll sms Mr M to ask him come find me, and he did but i left after awhile when he reached cause Buddy they all going off le. Haix, though i don’t wish to leave but no choice leh… When i was home, Mr M sms me asking why i left so early, and he won’t be there if it wasn’t for me, kinda felt bad about it…

3 Aug (Sun) had arranged to watch Money No Enough 2 with Mr M, he woke up at 7pm, came fetched me around 8plus, will be watching together with Bro E and J at Balestier’s cinema. An ulu place but also full house, lucky got book tickets lor… After movie we went Toa Payoh Lor 8 for supper. Throughout our conversations then i realised that me and Mr M were living in the same block and also from the same primary school, too much of a coincidence le lah, i thought such senario can only be found in movies??? After knowing for quite some time, this was the first time we chatted when both aren’t drinking…

At work we chatted in msn and also sms…

6 Aug (Wed) went Boat Quay for dinner with Sis and Kelly at Golden Cafe, followed by going over XZ’s pub, CONSPIRACY… After a short drink we went to one of the pub at Tanjong Pagar to find Mr M and L as Mr M will be celebrating his birthday. He was announced drunk before 12mn after having the killer-drink, GraveYard (by me, Kelly and Sis)… Haix, drama till i don’t know how to say, but what had happened will be kept in my memories, just between me and Mr M for that night… And messages he sent me… Though i didn’t heard what he had shouted while L and Kelly were on the phone but i knew Kelly won’t lie to me de. That sentence will be in my HEART!!! 8 Aug (Fri) J came fetched me form office to SSDC for my final theory test, and as expected by many people, i passed… Rested awhile at home, prepared myself then waited for Liang Didi to come fetch me, Kelly and Sis to J Bar @ M Hotel. After a short drink we went to GodFather (nightclub). When friends asked me where am i, and i replied GodFather, they said in shock that it was a nightclub, asking what am i doing there… I was emo the whole night, till Sis and Kelly buay tarhan that they kept my phone to stop me from sms-ing with Mr M. Reached FLY at 3plus, was already high till i didn’t know he was there and Sis scolded him when she saw him… Out of sudden i just hugged Liang Didi and burst out crying… Don’t wish to say much over here anymore as it’ll only caused more hurt and sadness if he happened to read this. Just wana leave beautiful memories for the both of us since we still need to face each other. What he had previously said really made sense, i’m a special friend and he don’t wana hurt the someone special… … Thanks for making me your someone special, feel so honoured to be one and hope to have many more chances to drink with you again, my DEAREST SENIOR…!!!