10 Sep (Wed) went home prepared myself for night job, packed my things which to be brought to SH’s place as he’ll be fetching me after my work at pub. Boring wednesday at work but knew afew regular customers so drink with them lor. He’s supposed to fetch me at 2am but came around 3 cause he’s still busy. By the time he reached i was already abit high le, last minute drank quite alot with those fellows. Went over to the 24hrs mini mart near his place to get other necessities that i’ll need. After washing up, time to sleep liao cause he’ll be sending me to work the next day… And just as expected, i overslept… Alarm rang but i ignored, he woke me up but i was too tired to get out of bed. While i was sleeping soundly he was watching tv but i continued to have my beauty sleep instead. Then the 2 of us just slept all the way till 7pm, i woke up for the channel 8 serial, after preparing myself he brought me for dinner at Jurong West 500+ kopishop, finally a new place for makan liao, had my favourite XO slice fish bee hoon. After dinner he sent me home then headed for work while i rotted at home, and since i’ve slept for so many hours, afraid that i’ve got nothing to do he asked me to bring afew dics back to watch. Had the intention to go JB but that stupid mood swing brother never confirm so i went to sleep at 1am after finishing 1 of the disc… My mind’s full of him, though verbally we said that the ‘probation’ is over but the fear is still living within me. He just ended his 6yrs plus relationship 2mths ago, and i appeared and we just started like this, am i just a substitute??? Is he serious about this relationship??? I have so much queries, but who can give me the answers???