Words are cheap… Promises are meant to be broken… Today you’re here for me, the next moment you left me… Sometimes i don’t know what i want, but i know as long as just 1 word from him and i’m ready to let go of everything i have now, but he never  gave me the chance to prove that i can do it… He don’t like me to club, party and drink… He know i have many guys around me, he know i have cars fetching me around… Is these all my fault??? When i’m ready to give him an answer, he told me to give him 3 days instead, so now who’s the 1 who can’t live without partying and drinking??? You or me??? Me saying let go first, i know i’ll regret this decision which i do now, cause i know i won’t be able to take it if 3 days later he’s the 1 saying wana let go… Who knows, it might not be as bad as i think but i can’t think of any other better solution… I made myself drunk, i saw him at FLY, i was really very drunk… Friday and Sunday i was drunk, cause i saw him… I wanted to see him so much but upon seeing him i avoided eye contact with him… Everyday i was hoping for his sms or call but i know its very impossible, does miracle exist??? Besides being emo, what else can i do when days are without him… He sms me, asking me to add him in msn, i thought he’s at Boat Quay, but he’s at Beds therefore i rushed down. He saw me happily with my friends, but am i really happy, i’m not, and not at all but he misunderstood… Saying i’m there for my friends, why can’t he understand me more, why does he always thought the other way??? I was injured, where’s he when i needed him most??? 3 stitches on my left cheek bone… This is not as pain as how he hurt me, i never shed a single tear at all when was at hospital for treatment but the thought of him, i cried… He did care, for first 2 days and chat in msn. Said will bring me for dinner if i can wait for him to finish work but he didn’t, never hear from him after that day… Stupid me, foolish me, silly me… Why did i let him melt iceberg? Why did i let him walk into my life? Why did i let him hurt me? The one infront of me i don’t know how to treasure, intead kept clinging to the past, when can i let go, let go of him?

Wow, many many things happened when i didn’t blog… Have been so-called enjoying my life, going out alot alot… Went Dempsey with K and his friend, and weeks later went Dempsey with SX, have been FLYing as usual on Friday and Saturday, knowing alot of friends at FLY as well as friendster… Have been eating alot too, my weight increase from last year’s 37kg to now 43kg,OMG!!! Many can see that my face getting more and more like hamburger liao… Met Adrian Boey again at FLY, he look familiar to me but couldn’t remember when i met him before, anyway just drink lor… On 18th Oct, meet at FLY but he had already bought tickets for ButterFly Lovers @ 2.10am so we left around 12plus for makan first. While leaving for Cine i was caught by many people, when i was having supper at the 24hrs Hong Kong Cafe i was bombed by lotsa sms, everybody was looking for me. No choice, after movie we had to go back FLY to show face. As usual, after FLYing, we’ll go breakfast, since buddy not driving so had to sent him back. Sunday, 19th Oct, AB fetched me at 7.15pm for JB. Buy dvd, makan and wash car, since it was still early when we came back he bring me to Beds, my first time there… We drank and i sang while he played pool… This is how we started… … Monday, 20th Oct, he wanted to meet me quite early but i was too lazy to go out when the sun’s still shining so bright in the sky. He came picked me at 7plus, went Bishan picked buddy, XT and son. Went Upper Changi Road for dinner before heading for our property gathering at an ulu ulu pub at Telok Kurau. Since it was boring so we left, headed back to Bishan then went Beds again… His sms-es full of promises and sweet talks, told myself words are cheap, but still he gave me a very special feeling… I asked myself am i really ready to settle down??? Tuesday, 21st Oct, agreed to go JB together in the afternoon but he can’t wait so left for JB while i waited for buddy to fetch me. When we just reached he told me he gotta leave first, funny leh but what can i do? Sms him when i’m back but he’s got too much house work to do at home so i went back office with buddy do our property thing then went Maur Rd for dinner followed by drinking at D’zess Pub. Had wanted so much for him to join me but he refused, and we started our arguements. He’s not pleased that i drink every night, but what to do, i had been drinking every night for 3 weeks before we were together. Guess Where Club was having a promotion for martell so i went for the sake of a sis working there, he came find me but doesn’t look very happy. Drank for an hour, went back his place… He bought me a bouquet of purple roses, THANKS DARLING ADRIAN BOEY!!!

It’s been quite some time since i blog, since the day he left me due to our different work timing but i know is just an excuse, anyway its our ‘probation’ period so all i have to do is take things easy, though its easier to say than done but i know i can do it cause i have a group of buddies here for me… Has left my day job, will be doing property, part time amway and also part tme pub, money is my concern at this point of time… Have been enjoying myself, meeting different friends almost everyday, for lunch, dinner and drink… This is my life, take it or leave it, this is ME, the SHADOW that everybody knows… Shall update more on where i’ve been and what i’ve done soon, also will upload pics into my 2nd account, sha66dow_koh@yahoo.com.sg… If nothing goes wrong, hopefully, HE’ll be the one entering into my new life. We met 12yrs ago, i don’t really remember how long we’ve knew each other, he’s the one who say 12yrs so make it 12 lor. 12yrs later he’s beginning to walk into my life… ICEBERG is still wondering if she should melt for him. Shall let time prove everything, this is the only way as we’re both busy with work… Shall let time be our witness ba…

10 Sep (Wed) went home prepared myself for night job, packed my things which to be brought to SH’s place as he’ll be fetching me after my work at pub. Boring wednesday at work but knew afew regular customers so drink with them lor. He’s supposed to fetch me at 2am but came around 3 cause he’s still busy. By the time he reached i was already abit high le, last minute drank quite alot with those fellows. Went over to the 24hrs mini mart near his place to get other necessities that i’ll need. After washing up, time to sleep liao cause he’ll be sending me to work the next day… And just as expected, i overslept… Alarm rang but i ignored, he woke me up but i was too tired to get out of bed. While i was sleeping soundly he was watching tv but i continued to have my beauty sleep instead. Then the 2 of us just slept all the way till 7pm, i woke up for the channel 8 serial, after preparing myself he brought me for dinner at Jurong West 500+ kopishop, finally a new place for makan liao, had my favourite XO slice fish bee hoon. After dinner he sent me home then headed for work while i rotted at home, and since i’ve slept for so many hours, afraid that i’ve got nothing to do he asked me to bring afew dics back to watch. Had the intention to go JB but that stupid mood swing brother never confirm so i went to sleep at 1am after finishing 1 of the disc… My mind’s full of him, though verbally we said that the ‘probation’ is over but the fear is still living within me. He just ended his 6yrs plus relationship 2mths ago, and i appeared and we just started like this, am i just a substitute??? Is he serious about this relationship??? I have so much queries, but who can give me the answers???

I duno where the hell is everybody from that group, i lost BL’s number so i think the only one who may have his number is SH, so that’s how we started… I got his number from AG, motive was to get BL’s number only but SH started by asking, would i have find him if there’s nothing up, so i say ya lor… The whole night at work (02.09.08, Tue) we were sms-ing, XZ thought was with CF but i told him not, just kept smiling to myself… HeeHee!!! And that’s how we started, since we don’t know each other well so he initiated by saying we try out, so i suggested a 1mth probation, but he said too long liao so i cut down to 2wks instead. Inorder not to have future misunderstandings, i made myself clear to him that no matter what i won’t give up that group of buddies and at the same time i don’t have so much time for him too. As i wana made it memorable, i requested the day to be pulled 1 day earlier, 1st Sep cause that was the day when we sang that song the 2nd tme and feelings were developed… I’ve found myself a boyfriend, but is he really the one for me??? I seems to be walking in circle, not getting out from it at all, once again, play car de wor, and the 2nd person from C.V… But given his age, he should be more mature than the previous one. I shared this good news with my da-lin of course, people who can understand from my msn personal msg will know that i’m in love, everybody wants me to be ‘xing-fu’ after what i’ve gone through, i also wish to be ‘xing-fu’ but such things are not for me to say de mah… He holds the triumph card, he got the say.

04 Sep (Thursday), SH promised to fetch me from work. Went work happily, meet A go pub together since he’s XZ’s friend but the shocking thing was he suddenly expressed his feelings towards me, OMG!!! The whole night i really don’t know how to face him, i don’t wana hurt anybody, i rather i’m the one being hurt… Since the 2wks probation is still going on, of course, i think my status is still single ba, but unavailable lor… Haix, he’s still busy at work therefore XZ had to send me back. XZ already knew about me and SH and i also know very fast, the whole of C.V people also will know cause there’s no secret in that group. Frankly speaking, i don’t even know what’s the probation about, kinda stupid lor… Anyway, after a painful experience, i told myself and people who care that i won’t let history repeat itself again. I may not know how to be a good gf but i know as long as u name it, i’ll try to do it, at least i tried my best…

05 Sep (Friday), had wanted to go home have a short nap before meeting him for movie, but after doing my nails and colouring my hair, when i reached home was already 8plus, after having my dinner no time to sleep liao lor. Therefore decided to go FLY since it was Bro Botak’s birthday and all will be there. Linda came over my place, took a cab to Bishan picked up Xiaotu and Jason, by the time we reached there, just nice lah, just finish cutting cake. Bring Linda FLY around, introducing her my friends and since she’s not a good drinker so i had to drink on her behalf as well as my own share. Within 2hrs, i was quite high liao. He fetched me around 2am, since we’ll be watching movie at CineLeisure, dropped Linda there to take a cab back. Wall E @ 3.10am, so cute and funny… It was raining heavily when the movie ended, wanted to find a place for makan but everywhere also no shelter, no choice but to go back Jurong liao. Aiyo, not even a drop of rain at Jurong wor, after makan he bring me to his office, the sun was already coming out liao. So tired that i just fell asleep while lying on his lap. When he’s done with his thing, it was already 9am, before sending me back we went Bt Batok fetched his friend…

06 Sep (Saturday), i slept afew hours, but he never sleep at all, was outside with his friends, ke-lian wor, he must be very tired but what to do leh… Since i’ll be working so can’t company him for dinner, but he had promised to fetch me after work then back to Jurong. He’s tired, the moment he never replied my msg i knew he had fallen asleep le, thinking he’ll wake up by 3am but he never. So i just continued to drink with customers and even went over to NUMBERS to drink till 4plus. I was so high that i went back myself in a cab… He sms me around 5plus when he woke up but i already KO the moment reached home, saw his msg at 7plus.

07 Sep (Sunday), i rotted the whole day at home till 6plus when he said he’ll meet me. Since he’ll reached slightly later so i went Serangoon Garden meet Raf didi first. I only sang 1 song nia, he reached le… Sent me home take passport, wana go JB pump petrol, wash car and to eat my favourite wanton mee. Aiyo, think still early so not yet open for business, therefore went opposite but not nice de lor… Headed back to Singapore, as usual will go Jurong lor… Called XZ and Kelvin but nobody answered, think they went back le ba, so we went Orchard Swensen eat ice-cream. Shared the 8 scoops of EarthQuake, chatted about ourselves inorder to know each other better lor. I think i’m beginning to like him even more le, but what about him??? I really hope he’s the one, nobody else but him, but will he know what i’m thinking and what i want??? Actually i just want a simple life, i don’t ask for much, rejecting so many guys for the past 1yr and i chose him instead… Not for money, not for car, not even looks, i know i can find someone even better than him but i still choose him, how i wish i have the ability to read his mind so that i can know what he’s thinking. Words are cheap, though he assured me but what i want is ISSURANCE, for life… Maybe its still too early to say anything now, let nature take its course ba, but said is easier than done lor… As days past by, my feelings for him grew… I know he won’t read this, but if he does or anyone who knows i’m talking about him, just wana say I LOVE U, no others besides U…   *muackx*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME…

Mr M called at 8.59am to wish me happy birthday, chatted awhile… CF’s sms suddenly lessen, i miss him so much… Feeling so lost and lonely all of a sudden… Inorder not to disturb him while his working, so i endured the saddness of missing his smses… Was sms-ing with DK but my mind was full of CF, kept thinking of what happened yesterday… Dear CF, thanks for giving me such a wonderful and sweet birthday celebration, though its simple but i enjoyed it very much… First time in my life counting down to birthday in cinema… Despite me sending him gd night greeting, also no reply from him…

18 Aug (Mon), my first day @ CONSPIRACY, part time lor… Bro Botak and WY went awhile, PD was there with 2 of his friends, J with AH and 1 more friend… Nothing special lor, its about the same as me going to a pub to play. After work, a crazy customer sent me back…

20 Aug (Wed), my 2nd day @ CONSPIRACY… Cool Vibration people were there for friend’s birthday. Was so fun drinking and crapping with them cause quite many months didn’t see them liao. As usual, those guys will make fun of me. Guess what, we drink till 6plus in the morning… OMG!!! I jumped into ang-gong’s car without second thoughts since he’s staying near my place. Was so steam when i reached home to change for work… My dearest didi, AG going taiwan for holiday wor, will only be back next Tuesday.

23 Aug (Sat), dress up mei-mei go CONSPIRACY. No early crowds, just XZ’s friend, A so i joined his table. Erm… … Someone familiar but couldn’t recall who is he until XZ reminded me that he’s CF, saw him few times at MONO, always sitting at the back row of the room. The pig who put his stupid foot behind me when i was taking pics, mei li mao lor… Start drinking and singing with him, play dice he lose so he gotta drink, XZ asked why i bully him made him drink so much, opps, my fault… SORRYx…

we started sms-ing each other everyday, with craps… from morning till night for the whole following week.

25 Aug (Mon) onwards i knew i’ll be very tired and shag out from work and meeting people for dinner, haix… After work went straight to CONSPIRACY, DK went find me with his colleague, endup his colleague i also know de. Liang didi also went with his friend and Kelly…

26 Aug (Tue), meet my dada at Orchard after work. Went round searching for my present, so tired lor, no mood… Immediately dozed off the moment i reached home.

28 Aug (Thur), JG fetched me from work, went CineLeisure buy movie tickets then went St James to have dinner at Station Kitchen, Ah Wok… During the movie i was sms-ing with CF….

29 Aug (Fri), went home prepared myself mei-mei as i’ll be celebrating my birthday with Bro Allan and group as well as Bro Alex and JK @ CONSPIRACY. Have been asking CF to go since he still have balance, and since i know i won’t be as busy as tomorrow but he either reply no or don’t reply, kinda sad… But after i reached CONSPIRACY not long, i saw him and my face lit with a smile. Don’t know why, but was happy to see him. Had so much fun with friends that i didn’t meet for a long time le. Bro Alex was very high, had wanted to ask CF drive his car sent him back, then from there we took cab back but Bro Alex insisted in driving. Though CF stay Bukit Batok but he still sent me back to Hougang first. Tired plus high, so i lied on his lap, couldn’t really remembered what we talked about, i bite him, haha… And that i can remember was he held my hands… As soon as i reached home, i called him, chatted till he reached home then i went to sleep.

30 Aug (Sat), woke up to give him morning call, pitiful him must be very tired lor… Since it was a Saturday therefore he must be busy at work too so we exchanged few sms. Me rotted till 6pm, finally forced myself to get out of bed to prepare myself for the night. Dada came over my place, took a cab to Boat Quay… Liyan joined us awhile, something’s happened to her bf so gotta leave. Slowly the crowd came, Vivien, her boy, Juan, Joy, Belle and her boy. Then came my buddies… Naughty fellows sabo me with the stupid bday cake with candles in the shape of penis, putting 3 into the cake and i gotta suck out… Received presents all jewellries… CF sms, kept asking me don’t drink so much but he don’t understand that those fellows sure made me drunk cause its my big day. Haix… Had a hard time explaining to him, at the same time afraid that he’ll be angry too… My 2 drinking buddies also came… Left around 4am i think, Kai sent me back. I vomited twice so not that drunk at the end of day but was quite high.

31 Aug (Sun), eve of my birthday… Afraid that CF will be angry with me so the very first thing that i did when i opened my eyes was to sms him. Was relieved when he’s not…. Rotted till its time to prepare myself to meet CF for movie. Meet him at CineLeisure, bought tickets followed by dinner at the new japanese pasta bistro on the 2nd floor. Movie started at 11.35pm, 12am sharp, my dearest didi AH GAL was the first to sing me a birthday song via sms, so sweet of him, followed by lotsa msgs from friends. The way CF held my hands gave me a very special feeling, i felt so protected at that very moment, the way he pacify me i felt like a baby… How i wish the show will never end, the time will just stopped there, but sweet and happy moments always have very short life span. After the movie i went CONSPIRACY, Cool Vibration people were there, YiLin also celebrating her birthday. Oh, we were born on the same day… Had so much fun, but CF was on my mind… Drank till 5plus with those jokers, though i was happily playing and drinking, i think i’m not really happy cause i miss CF lotx…!!!

Upon learning that i was emo, Raf didi asked me go over his house, since evening he had been asking me over till 10pm when i was preparing to go drinking liao. He came over fetched me with Mos and the moment when i was at his house, Jona asked what had happened… The 3 guys don’t let me go out, despite i wanted to meet Kelly go geylang find Liang didi, even Sis called also no use, they just won’t let me out… Haix, bring me for supper at Jalan Bersah then went Mustafa shopping lor. "Auntie" Jona really showed his man-power when shopping for food, going to picnic at Raf’s house again. This was the first time we didn’t go FLY on Saturday and ended up shopping at Mustafa, i know they’re trying very hard to cheer me up, thanks bros… This is what i called BUDDIES!!! They are here for me when i needed someone by my side, I LOVE U GUYS LOTX!!!

10 Aug (Sun) went Boat Quay meet M for a drink. As i’m well known for my nonsense and noisy-ness, he also knew something’s wrong with me when i was quiet. When Mr M sms saying he want to fetch me to work tomorrow, i knew he did it for his ic… Doesn’t really mean to make things difficult for him by disturbing him but i just loved to make fun of him, bleah…  =P   Had wanted to meet S at amoy street but was too tired le, think i’m falling sick again, keep sneezing and body ache to the core so i headed home…

11 Aug (Mon) just as expected, i was sick… Serious headache, fever, sore throat and blocked nose. YUCKS!!! I hate medicine lor… Slept the whole day with my fone in silent mode, woke up to find alot of missed calls and msges… Rested early though i had slept the whole day, agreed to let Mr M fetched me to work tomorow, anyway i don’t have any use of his ic also.

12 Aug (Tue) he came fetched me in L’s car, was wondering if he’s afraid my office people will gossip if i was seen in his car. Well, i know very well deep in my heart that this will be the last he’ll be fetching me and all those jokes which we shared previously will stopped, we won’t be like last time anymore. During these few days, i knew Kelly and Sis cared alot for me, and not forgetting Liang didi also… After work instead of meeting J for dinner i asked A out for a drink. A short drink at CONSPIRACY became war when we went over Red Antz to look for his friends. And i saw my friends there too but i controlled myself, gotta work the next day so didn’t really drink much. A had funny friends, full of jokes and nonsense, make me laugh the whole night forgetting all my emoness… I thought martell’s mixer is green tea but mine was beer… Taste funny, the kick even more funny, funny funny funny…

Basically couldn’t really remember what i’ve been doing cause too long never blog le, only can remember whenever i’m at FLY on Friday and Saturday i’ll sms Mr M to come find me after his drink at pub, and he did came down after 3am… …

1 Aug (Fri) left work early to go home prepare myself for Buddy Jaosn’s birthday. Went over to Kelly’s house then took a cab to J8 collect cake, Bro Alex sent us over to meet Sis then didi sent us to FLY, reached there about 11plus. Immediately prepare to cut cake, funny cake that made everybody burst out laughing… As usual, sabo lor, i was the one who smashed the cake at buddy’s face, this time die liao, he sure revenge on my birthday de, opps!!! Was still very sober when sms-ing with Bro E and Mr M, but when they reached i was already high le… Started drinking and craps with them, and i did alot of stupid and funny things (i didn’t know till Kelly told me wheni was sober the next day) which i also laughed at my own actions. But i remembered going Jalan Bersah for dim-sum with Mr M, L and Kelly…

2 Aug (Sat) WY’s birthday and as promised i meet him early for movie. It was a hard day, still hanging over from the war yesterday and it was first time in my life waking up so early as well as going out that when the sun’s still so BIG in the sky. It was WY’s birthday but he’s the one who gave me a gift, keke… Watched The Mummy 3 at Vivo’s Gold Class cinema, the seat is indeed alot more comfortable than house’s sofa. After movie straight away walk over to FLY, super damn early lor, 9pm only… Gotta rot there liao… Tired is the only word that i can use to describe myself. Didn’t really have the mood to drink or fly around… As usual, i’ll sms Mr M to ask him come find me, and he did but i left after awhile when he reached cause Buddy they all going off le. Haix, though i don’t wish to leave but no choice leh… When i was home, Mr M sms me asking why i left so early, and he won’t be there if it wasn’t for me, kinda felt bad about it…

3 Aug (Sun) had arranged to watch Money No Enough 2 with Mr M, he woke up at 7pm, came fetched me around 8plus, will be watching together with Bro E and J at Balestier’s cinema. An ulu place but also full house, lucky got book tickets lor… After movie we went Toa Payoh Lor 8 for supper. Throughout our conversations then i realised that me and Mr M were living in the same block and also from the same primary school, too much of a coincidence le lah, i thought such senario can only be found in movies??? After knowing for quite some time, this was the first time we chatted when both aren’t drinking…

At work we chatted in msn and also sms…

6 Aug (Wed) went Boat Quay for dinner with Sis and Kelly at Golden Cafe, followed by going over XZ’s pub, CONSPIRACY… After a short drink we went to one of the pub at Tanjong Pagar to find Mr M and L as Mr M will be celebrating his birthday. He was announced drunk before 12mn after having the killer-drink, GraveYard (by me, Kelly and Sis)… Haix, drama till i don’t know how to say, but what had happened will be kept in my memories, just between me and Mr M for that night… And messages he sent me… Though i didn’t heard what he had shouted while L and Kelly were on the phone but i knew Kelly won’t lie to me de. That sentence will be in my HEART!!! 8 Aug (Fri) J came fetched me form office to SSDC for my final theory test, and as expected by many people, i passed… Rested awhile at home, prepared myself then waited for Liang Didi to come fetch me, Kelly and Sis to J Bar @ M Hotel. After a short drink we went to GodFather (nightclub). When friends asked me where am i, and i replied GodFather, they said in shock that it was a nightclub, asking what am i doing there… I was emo the whole night, till Sis and Kelly buay tarhan that they kept my phone to stop me from sms-ing with Mr M. Reached FLY at 3plus, was already high till i didn’t know he was there and Sis scolded him when she saw him… Out of sudden i just hugged Liang Didi and burst out crying… Don’t wish to say much over here anymore as it’ll only caused more hurt and sadness if he happened to read this. Just wana leave beautiful memories for the both of us since we still need to face each other. What he had previously said really made sense, i’m a special friend and he don’t wana hurt the someone special… … Thanks for making me your someone special, feel so honoured to be one and hope to have many more chances to drink with you again, my DEAREST SENIOR…!!!

Aiyo, 3 weeks never blog liao, kinda forget what have i done for the past 3 weeks… Age is catching up, memory space limited…

08 July (Tue) meet those funny buddies of mine at Newton Circus for seafood, and of course i’d recommend them either AGS or AG stall, but since i’ve never bring friends over to AG’s so i do it today lor. Total there’s 12 of us, and the super late comer is WY who had to foot the bill, so ke-lian… Made all of us wait for him since 7pm, he reached at almost 9pm all because he go put ang-gong, haix… After which all of us headed down to Bishan Park to relax. As we’ve had too much shell food at Newton therefore we didn’t order our favourite ‘hum’… Had so much fun and laughter with those guys sia, they really bring joy and colours to my life, THANKS buds!!!

11 July (Fri) was AG’s birthday, he wanted to meet in the noon for lunch but i gotta work so had to disappoint him. Night time went movie with C at Vivo, to watch THE HELLBOY 2… After movie went home instead of FLY for Raf Didi’s birthday celebration due to working day the next day.

12 July (Sat) slept the whole afternoon till 8plus after work. Woke up to prepare myself for FLYing session but was kinda lazy, but still have to drag myself down if not i’ll receive penalty sia. Buddy J picked me up with Raf, J and AC to Punggol Park’s BLISS before heading down to FLY. Reached there 1plus, told da-jie i’ll be going MONO cause XZ was there, Mr D said, " Don’t anyhow run, wait got trouble again like last week." I stunned for a moment, with question marks on my face, how did he know about it??? In fact that night i spent most of my time in XZ’s room instead of FLYing around. Until EC and friends reached then i went down entertain awhile, but was ‘re-called’ to the 2nd floor asking me to sing then i went back XZ’s room again. W reached with friends so XZ extend to room till 6am for us, he sent me back… So long never sit his car le wor, my so-called ‘lao gong’, hehe… …

16 July (Wed) had a gathering with my lovely gals, Belle, Regina and Linda. Meet for dinner at AMK after work, had budget dinner at Sumo House, still acceptable lah. Photo takings after dinner and we spotted something… Dr Fish!!! The famous fish therapy… They tried with fingers first but i was still hesitating, thinking i could slipped off with it but they suggested doing legs. Belle suddenly came out with ‘ork lang bo tarn’ (me), we agreed to do it together with no backing out. Linda and Regina were so brave that they put their legs into the pool first, Belle was screaming away like hell even when her legs weren’t in yet, and i told myself that since Linda can do it so can i… So i gave my first time to the gals and fishes, but i was screaming till i sweat, grabbing hold of Regina’s hand since she’s besides me. After awhile ok liao, more of comfortable feeling rather than ticklish but Belle was still screaming and we took alot of her candid shots. HAHA!!! ‘ORK LANG BO TARN’ is who sia??? We had decided to go for the full body therapy together next month, must be very fun, awaiting for it… I love you gals, looking forward for more gatherings in the future.